I don't know how I feel. I don't know what I want. I don't know if what I'm doing is right or not. All I know is I want to make things right. Right for everyone involved. I want to... Continue Reading →
I don't drink as much as I used to. I used to numb everything by easily downing two Black Opals. It was easier than facing anything that I didn't want to face because I tend to like to avoid things.... Continue Reading →
To The Hurting Heart, I know you don't know if the pain will go away. You need to know you chose life and that will always be the right path. Nothing was a mistake. Everything is a learning opportunity, a lesson of... Continue Reading →
You're awakened in the darkness of night. Panting at what you can remember, The dream has caught you in despair. Memories barrage you as they turn into ember. You listen to the dead of silence; Trying to steady your thumping heart.... Continue Reading →
I have this problem where I walk away from people in my life. It's my way of saying I'm done giving everything to someone who doesn't reciprocate (or at least try to reciprocate) how deeply I love. It isn't that I'm... Continue Reading →
I lie awake with agonizing heartache, Not for myself but for you who share this. Dear friend, I know the feeling of such loss And the heaviness of losing your beautiful gift. I wish I had the words to console... Continue Reading →
I think a big part of growing up is saying goodbye. This weekend I pondered a lot about letting things go, about coming to the understanding that sometimes things don't work out and that's okay. Sometimes, when you move on... Continue Reading →
I created a bucket list last year and kept it in my wallet. I didn't really tell anyone about it because it was so personal. Sometime between October and February I lost it. Sounds like something I would do. I... Continue Reading →
I was rereading some old blogs and saw this quote by Deepak Chopra that said that all great changes are preceded by chaos. I thought about it for a bit and realized this is indeed the case. Should I let... Continue Reading →
From Sand to Gemstones 